What is energy Alignment? Types of alignment (Part II)

 Part I 📚

What you can do if your emotional body is out of alignment? 

You may feel multiple times like in a rollercoaster, depression, anxiety, insomnia, you can feel stagnant emotions, anger, inability to speak and express, inability to feel or understand others.  

Your emotional body relates to everything around you. It has connection to your physical, mental, spiritual body. It connects to the environment, home and especially people around you and your relationships. Therefore, emotional body alignment is crucial for your wellbeing.  

In these social structures and way of being, most people have emotions out of alignment. That’s totally normal. But the first thing to understand and do when you have such emotions is to acknowledge and accept that state. That means learn how to feel and accept your feelings without denying them! If you feel sadness, anger, or inability to speak, be quiet in yourself and say: I feel anger, I'm sad, I`m unable to speak. That simple acknowledgement of emotions takes you one step further in understanding how to balance them. 

In order to bring your emotional body in alignment you need

1. to balance and bring in alignment your physical body.

2. to accept and acknowledge your emotions.

3. To observe and understand the main reason for your emotions

4. To do energy work or to remove the negative influences from your way.  

 

I will give simple examples here. Imagine you are in a relationship that is very conflicting and you experience constant anger, anxiety, conflict, misunderstanding, you feel often alone, isolated and unloved. This relationship definitely is out of alignment for your soul (even it will be part of your karma or lessons). The state of people around you, their emotional body and reactions affect you constantly. Their energy connects and bonds with your energy and emotional body. So, you can`t have healthy emotional body, if your relationships are out of alignment. One leads to the other, by default. To have healthy and flowing emotions, you need to understand your relationships – and if they are toxic or too negative, you need to remove yourself.  

 

The same is valid also for your home and environment.  

But emotional body is not so simple, it works in very complex way. We can have stuck, blocked and negative imprints in our emotional body from many other PAST sources like childhood trauma, past life karma, and karma with your children or spouse. All these makes the emotional body picture much wider and colourful.  

That’s why it is so important to work regularly to cleanse and clear your energy cords with other people and places, to meditate on healing your inner child, to connect with your Akashic records and see your past lives. That will give you deeper understanding why certain places, people and events repeat in your life. 

 

Repetition is the Master of Study. Through this you achieve mastery, but in a more painful way.  

 

There is another much better way to achieve mastery and that is AWARENESS. Emotional and mental awareness need practice, as all things do. When you are aware of your emotions and life, you are also aware of your environment, people and situations and have deeper understanding about WHY things happen.  

 

Alignment of your home space

It`s so simple and easy – your home and environment (or place you are currently in) reflects your emotions, thoughts and believes, as well as reflection of your childhood and past life emotions, thoughts and believes. That means – if your home is out of alignment, or there is any negative factor in your place, you need to make balance first in your emotional and mental bodies. 

 

Your home reflects who you are as a soul. What is your aesthetic sense, your goals, desires, mission, what is your energy. This is all reflected by your home. If your home and environment is dark, without light, or full of clutter, unclean, unorganised, then that is reflection of your Soul and all your energy.  

Therefore, if you live in a place, which is not your home, but you are there by chance, that will immanently affect your energy and emotions. You need to focus strongly on cleansing your space and make energy protection regularly. If you live in a place more than a month, then that can be considered as your “home” even if it is not, or you don’t feel it as such. In that case, you need to bring cleanness and elements that are in harmony with your soul, to align with the place you are in.  

Any home environment that is out of alignment will affect your energy, emotions, thoughts in a negative way. Then the work you should do is only –to do both –to bring your home space back to harmony, cleanness and abundance, 2. to bring your emotions and thoughts back to harmony, balance and peace. This requires again awareness, acceptance and self-discipline.  

 

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Nina Nour Bluebell ©

medium, crystal healer

Sept. 2023

Homosexual desire from Spiritual Perspective -II

        Part II } 

        Society even in 21. Century is not so advanced in psychology or just starts first steps to spiritual understanding. That’s why we cant rely on social norms, restrictions in general. Homosexual desire has also (important to know!) many controversial points, that’s why it has been objects of many debates. How spirit guides, angels and Soul view this kind of attraction? So every human is related to energy type, before he is born. That energy type usually corresponds to the physical body given to the individual, which is already in the Soul contract. That means before someone is born he already agrees (is known) what gender he will be. In the earth plane there are created 2 kind of energies – corresponding to the two genders – Yang (male energy) and Yin (female energy). When individual is born he is always a mix between these 2 energies, but only one is the Dominant between them. Dominant in this case means more active, and undominant will mean inactive or very less active.

       When a male is born he has usually dominant Yang energy. That means from spiritual view he will have an ethereal energy 12 pointed star situated immediately above his Crown chakra and under his Soul Star (5 inches above his head). This star has shining orange yellow colour in males, and it’s the source of Yang energy. The Yang energy means activation of physical power, sexual instincts, passion, grounding, and its related more to energy of Warrior (fire element). Here I observe things in very “clear” way, but when it comes to human soul they are quite more complicated and complex. Yang energy makes the man moves faster, and his right side (Yang flow) will be much faster, his blood usually moves faster, he will be warmer, and more related to instincts, and survival, and more intention-action orientated. Yang energy is much more active and related to “fast moving presence- future”. It`s the energy of dominance, leading and protection. That means also awaken left sphere of the brain, energy of synthesis, and conclusion. So that’s fire-warrior energy of Yang. (in angelic language that is called SAI energy, and female -REI)

    The female YIN/ rei energy is usually related to physical body of female, and the individual will have dominant Yin flow. The woman will have 8 pointed ethereal star of energy in silver colour in the place below the Soul Star chakra. She will have the faster moving energy flow in her left side of the body, and right brain. In order to understand better the principle of energy imagine it like soft flowing water. So this water of Yin energy will move fast in such individuals and will have visibly more clear and brilliant colour (pearl white, or light blue). The Yin energy is related to nourishing, caring, mothering instincts, gentleness, slow motion. Also to deep thinking, analysis, dreams, psychic abilities, sub-conscious mind. That’s how women are more intuitive, and related to sub-conscious mind, irrational, and more analytical. While men (should be) more rational, grounded, related to instincts, desires. The Yin energy reflects more with past-to present moment. Which means it can relate to painful memories and traumas more than Yang energy. The Yin energy has the principle of obedience, and giving cleansing nurturing power. The Yang energy has the power of dominance, swiftness, being active, physical reality. The Yin energy is related to another level of non-physical reality and feelings.

     Both energies Yin-Yang exist as flow in human body of each individual. But they are not equal in quality and flow, as just one is dominant (ruling the Soul), and another is inactive, or active in different degree.

     Now I return to the topic of homosexual desire, in order to explain how it is related to female and male energy. We have to be aware that there are different KIND of homosexuality, so they all have different roots. First of all there are souls born with pre planned homosexuality. That means they have the physical body of one gender (for ex man) and the dominant energy of another gender (Yin). Such individual when he is born, he will have Rei star (8 pointed star in silver, mixed with orange colour) in place above his Crown chakra. That means he has mixed characteristics of Yin-Yang energies. His energy will be more feminine, and left side of the body will move faster. So in this case there will be a mismatch between his physical body and his type of energy flow, which will make him appear as feminine, fragile. On the other side this person will be attracted to the opposite energy (not body!), which will be clearly dominant Yang flow. That’s how in homosexual relationships we do have two separate opposing energies that can attract each other. In short that means -in this case homosexual relationship is linked with the feminine-masculine opposition of energy, NOT on the physical bodies relation.

That’s how obviously in the most homosexual couples, for ex men -one is playing the role of the dominant side (Yang) and hunter, being seduced and other is in the role of submissive side (charmer, seducing). That’s how they maintain the balance of polarities of Yin-Yang energy. One is usually playing the obvious role of the opposite gender, while another is already in the role of the same gender.

The second type of homosexuality is related to the person who "plays the role" of the same sex. He is interesting case, and in fact more often met, than the mismatch energy type. This individual, if a man, will have dominant Yang energy, and usual characteristics. But also he could have some visibly shining Yin energy flow too, which will make him in complicated position. That means his dominant energy can be Yang, but he can have faster moving Yin side. Another case of this homosexual type is related to psychology – wounded parent, or brother-sister relationship. Another type is related to Spirit and past life karmic relationships. So we need to be aware there are so many complex types of homosexual behaviour and we cant put them together.

People in that homosexual type with dominant Yang energy and fast moving Yin flow, will be very easily drawn to the same sex, and will feel stronger closeness, trust and familiarity with the same gender. But also they can be Bisexual, or be attracted in one point of their life to other gender as well. And that pattern will depend also on which souls he has a karmic debt to, and what kind of relationship he needs to work out”. Usually this kind of person will realize his sexual attraction to same sex in the years after 15, 16, or later. That will be just very obvious to him on process of his sexual maturity.

On the other side, people from the same kind who have already karmic relationship with their parents, will have wounded relation with their father or elder brother (for men), and mother or sister, for a woman. That’s how family relationship is quite important to note and what are dynamics of that family circle. In most people attracted to same sex, you can notice such wounded relationship with parent. That wont be always connected with aggressive behaviour or violence from parent, but also being witness of some painful relationship between mother and father. Being victim of a sexual crime (from a parent or anyone out of family) also will affect the soul in dramatic way, but NOT his sexual orientation. That means he wont change his desire, because of that, but he will be traumatized of any sexual experience for long time.

The last type of homosexual desire is related to Karmic debt. Its obvious that we all have some karmic debts if we are here on Earth playground. And most of all it is related to different kind of relationships, love and crimes from past lives. The soul that has attraction to same sex, will not have attraction to ALL people of that gender. Please note that. The same as in heterosexual relations, soul feels drawn to special individuals through his life, and not to others. That means in this type of attraction, the principle of Karmic debt energy exists, together with being attracted to the opposite energy (Yin) in another.

The person who is drown to another with the same gender, will be feeling strong desire to pay him back, or they can feel unusual closeness, as if they know each other for long time. That will be exactly because their souls have known each other for many life times, so they can recognize each other. They are predestined to fall in love, and to work out” something that was unfinished from a past life. That can be reaching to forgiveness, compassion, eliminating jealousy or working on level of sexual desire. Most of the homosexual male couples have spiritual work connected with acceptance of Self, overcoming social blocks, and sexuality expression. So there is a reason for each of them why this relationship is played.

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Angel`s medium

Reiki master

Eight of Swords

    

                                               Tarot of the Magical Forest                                              

    Numerical value: 8 represents water element, quality of cleansing, deep understanding, balancing between outer and inner world. Together with cups it gives 2 times water – or the world of another side. The card represents the need of balancing the feminine and masculine energy (Yin- Yang), connection with higher self.

Archangel who rule number 8 are Jeremiel, Raziel.

Eight can mean as number: expansion, evaluation, priorities, movement.

     The representation of 8 of Swords is related to illusion of being caught, being bounded or attached to something. That can be situation or person. The card depicts a girl standing and tied up with a rope of her own illusion, she is feeling trapped, but in reality her feet are free to walk, if she finds inner strength. She doesn’t see her surroundings and she looks inwards. She battles her fears.

This cards can mean being vulnerable and exposing your weaknesses to others. Feeling bound to someone. Waiting for the rescue to come, self-limiting believes.

Its important that she is blindfolded, but her feet are free. If she wishes, she could walk away. That means her mind is creating illusion of entrapment.

Key words: 

   feeling trapped 

   mental imprisonment

   being helpless 

   Stuck in the middle

   Time to look inwards 

   Insights 

   Cocoon wrap around her symbolizes transformation, period of inner preparation, transition, state of mind. This card shows very well feeling of powerlessness, being tied, restrictions, inability to act in a situation. The blindfold of the woman (in suit of Magical Forest -a cat) points out to 1. inability to see clearly the outside environment or situation, feeling stuck; and in the same time: 2. ability to tune into Higher mind and consciousness, to have inner dialogue, time for powerful insights, Third eye opening. That`s how this card brings the positive power. 

She cant see things clearly, lack of information; but also she can look within, and contemplate. The eight swards around her can symbolize fence, prison and protection, as well as restricted environment. 

The card radiates gloominess, depression, and neutrality.

Spiritual message: Take back your power, don’t allow yourself to be a victim. Concentrate on the light, not on the darkness. You create for yourself trap of illusions.

Planets: Mercury (work of Mind) in Gemini - which is in its power. 

Kabbalah: Belongs to the Sephira Hod (Splendor), Mental active force; Lord of Shortened Force. 

Nina Lea-nour *

Angel`s medium 

Reiki master

Meaning of Responsibilities -III

Part III 

Is the question correct: Are we responsible for other people feelings?

       The question is not correctly put, as there can be several different sides to it. First of all is important to state here: what we understand in being “responsible”? Who are other people? What are feelings? So there are different aspects of that question, in that way we can be quite confused if we try to answer it in that unclear way. Because both answers Yes, no would be wrong. So how we can ask that question, in order to reach the truth?

First we could ask question: Are we responsible for my own feelings? Then you really start to realise where is the emphasise: Feelings – responsible. When we look at the main responsibilities for the human Soul development, we see obligation to our body (physical), Soul (heart, feelings), Spirit (mindfulness, vision, ideas), Creative Self (talents, missions, callings). So we are surely responsible for our feelings, the same as we are responsible for nature, eco-system, forests, our soul mates, relationships, family members. But is that actually so? No, most people don’t feel good in their obligations – as they don’t implement their free will in them. Also because they don’t have higher consciousness about certain aspects. The truth is in order to choose free your responsibilities you need to have certain level of mindfulness and awareness. On the other side, who are “others”? That is very general word, and anyone can be in this category  - family, relatives, friends, neighbours, strangers…Can we be responsible in fact for anyone`s feelings (emotions)? No, that is irrelevant, as we are not living inside this person`s mind, heart, in order to be “responsible”. That’s is the same like to say – I`m responsible for the cleanness of someone`s house? I m responsible for the bad relationship that my friend has with his partner? I m responsible for the crime in my city? Here is the clue – I as individual (mind-heart-body) can not be responsible with my free Will for any of these aspects. But we as a whole, one organism, society, group, family – can be responsible about each other. In this way we are responsible (together) for each others feelings, exactly because all things from one element (in the whole) affects all other elements. That is called state of interconnectedness. That’s how humanity, societies, cultures, family works as a whole organism, it has separate elements (individuals), but is has also Oneness. In this way we need to grow understanding for our Oneness and consciousness how our actions, thoughts and feelings are related to others. All affects all.

Furthermore in this question – there is a direct relation between obligations to ourselves and obligations to others. Or consciousness about these obligations. For ex. People who are unaware or neglect their health (physical body) by smoking or drinking excessive alcohol, or any other way, or by sexual addiction, they cant be expected to be totally aware also of their own state of Soul (feelings) and Mind (spirit); How they can be responsible now for someone`s else feelings or thinking (spirit) or physical health? That is good question, so answer it.

      Also people who are totally not responsible (neglect, ignore) for nature, animals, trees, environment, how to be expected to implement their free will to obligations in their home space? People who cant feel responsible (or neglect) others desires, feelings, how to be responsible (care for) their own state of emotions, feelings, desires? As you see all questions here are interconnected in perfect way.

That’s why spiritual teachers (and archangels) give us always clue to look first to ourselves deeper, to understand ourselves, in order to be able to feel and understand Others. (I would say significant others, because we meet people who are related to our spiritual lessons and journey). These significant others feelings, desires, role, and mind really matter to us. We are responsible for them – but this responsibility includes only things related to our connection and to the extend our influence reaches. In this sense we cant be totally responsible for: bad mood of someone, negative thoughts, excessive desires, jealousy, envy, or others…

So we are separated element as individuals, but this element is included in the bigger mechanism of family, groups, children, relationships, society, country, world. Each of these bigger structures has specific aspects, values, norms and lows. That’s how all is connected – in levels of mind and heart.

We need to reach to certain level, where we`ll implement our free will and desire in all our actions, and responsibilities. We need to be open to growth, and don’t afraid of change.

In this point responsibility will start working.

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Angel`s medium 

Body illnesses from energy perspective -III

Teeth and mouth health:

They are very common problem in many societies, but the strange thing is – not in what we can think of “lowest social” hierarchy (like Africa or India poor populations). This phenomena is even more spread in countries that are in higher material levels and more abundant. The reason is because teeth illnesses and damage is related to:

-         different kind of fears (about losing job, social status, home, position, love, respect) – being fearful generally; - having low self-esteem; - not feeling stable or grounded enough; Many times people with such problems have fears about their finances or are not feeling independent in life, have not stable work. (I don’t mention here that all kind of illnesses of body are result of long-term, repeated regularly or constant emotional conditions, that crystallized in illness”).

-         Teeth and mouth could be also related to being indecisive – self-doubt for advancements in material plan; and also overly sensitive to the environment and social norms people can develop this kind of problems.

6. Heart and lungs ~

Heart and lungs are extremely important organs that are also related to most of deeper (constant) feelings of human, but also to human values and believes. Most of negative states of heart are connected with Mind and vise versa. That’s why the two major centers in human body are exactly Heart (chakra) and Mind (head, brain, Third eye). Heart illnesses are related to constant or regular emotional –mental imbalances like:

-         not able to forgive (someone close to you or from heart brake).

-         Not being forgiven from someone (who still lives close to you, or have influence in your life)

-         Not feeling compassion; not able to feel inner joy from little things

-         Not being tolerant to others. Not accepting mistakes of others. Not being able to release and let go in a specific situation.

-         All kind of negative emotions on a regular basis towards others (outer world) – envy, overbearing, hatred, disgust…

-         Fear of Love – which starts with fear / not being able of self-love, self-acceptance; not being able to love, or to give positive emotions to others, to give love, compassion, joy.

-         Strong fear from lies (distrust others, your partner, spouse, child), feel to be betrayed from your partner, fear from infidelity.

-         Feelings of sadness, loneliness, self-pity, depression, hopelessness, not being able to like yourself, being overly self-critical.

As you see so many feelings are related to heart and lungs health. Lungs are also influenced from: feeling that others don’t love you, accept or appreciate you. Feeling hatred of someone from your family (child). Feeling “left alone”, abandoned from close people. Have in mind that such feeling can appear also after someone you love dies or have left you. As heart is connected to hands, palms and fingers and also with skin of body, hands and face –all such problems can appear either as heart illness (heart attack, imbalance, blood issues), or in skin of face (pimples, bad face tan, rashes), or in trembling of hands, fingers problems…This illness/ issued will become even deeper if you add to it inability to forgive and being fed with heavy, dark emotions.

Stomach, intestines, colon ~

    Problems with stomach and intestines health are quite often in today society. The reasons are so many, as I ll make just a short list with what I was revealed. Have in mind that the progress of humanity depends to big extend on the problems and imbalances of stomach – intestines. Because they are related mostly to the eating habits, psychology of healthy foods and generally consumption habits of whole society. That’s why generations become more and more prone to illnesses of stomach, obesity and over weight.

(I ll write separately on the topic of obesity, but is one of the main factors of humans spiritual level in the moment and the first branch of spiritual awakening is realizing importance of stomach health and maintaining good weight).

Some of the emotional – mental reflects on stomach and intestines are:

-      not being grateful for what you have (not being focused on the positive objects and qualities that you have already)

-      being greedy and wanting more in material objects (including food, jewelry, and others –except elements)

-      greed, gluttony, accumulating goods, objects (houses, property, money, toys…) without to give away; imbalance between giving and receiving.

-      Receiving without gratitude.

-    Collecting objects you don’t use, keeping things you don’t need (like money in bank), without to give regularly; being mean, mingy, close-fisted. Piling too many things at home (without use of enjoying them) – that doesn’t relate to collections of things (even it will depend on character of that collection) but most on the way it is organized or arranged in the home space. Like piling many toys or “garbage” stuff in middle of the room, too many clothes in a cupboard, without to be organized or without use…)

-      Not spending material resources properly (for example you don’t have money, but you buy big house, buy expensive objects you cant afford or spend money or cigarettes, alcohol and others…)

-      Not helping others (that include also cases of not giving enough to people in need or participating in causes –even with little –for orphans or street animals…)

-      Not mindful eating –here I don’t say people should be vegetarians –this is not truth, as some people have need for meat consumption in their cells information. Even so mindful eating of meat, animals, and accent on grains, vegetables and fruits is required, avoiding bad oils.

-      Colon and intestines are affected by feeling despise (disgust) to someone close to you (for example your partner or room mate or family member).

(The home area that affects strongly your gut and stomach is your kitchen – specially refrigerator. Keep this area clean in order to avoid any problems.)

7. Liver

This organ is so important and most of its illnesses are related to collecting too much toxic energy from others ,or from environment; also with different kind of addictions. The main imbalances are influenced from:

-   intake of big amounts of toxic energy from other people, 2. environment. 3. negative thinking, believes on life.

-   Being addicted/ attached to someone in negative way (example obsession for people, objects or places..) Addiction is always negative.

-    Addictions to toxic (unclean) foods (sugar, kind of meat), alcohol, cigarettes; sexual addiction also could reflect to liver as well as intimate area.

-    Liver needs regular detoxifications in physical body every spring and autumn (equinoxes time – 20 days after).

-      possessiveness to people or feeling that you are above others, sense that someone belong to you; feeling overly powerful can create also liver imbalances

8. Kidneys and bladder ~

A very sensitive organs specially in women` s body. Kidneys imbalances are created from many reasons, but the main are:

- fear to be left alone (from family, or beloved, or a child)

- fear to be left from a close family member you are attached to (like father, brother, mother) this fear is many time in sub conscious levels.

- fear to be alone, to feel alone or abandoned (even if it` s not going to happen) – emotionally or physically

- fear of losing someone you love (beloved, partner).

All these fears of “loneliness” also relate to lower self-power or being usually dependant on someone / something in life. Not relying much on personal power. In contrast, the problems in bladder are connected with experiencing such fear in reality. That means simply – the fears were manifested (from kidneys) in reality (to bladder).

-      bladder – experiencing situation of emotional loss, being left alone from partner, hard separation or divorce, feeling abandoned, ignored, not loved enough. Tragic, dramatic separation.

-      Being emotionally / sexually ignored from your spouse.

Nina Lea-nour * 

Angel`S medium 

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