Observation on Pages -Page of Pentacles (T.Portions XIV)

Pages are the court cart is Minor Arcana, they reflect the energy of the card 0. The Fool. I call this card “ the dreamer” as he has dreamer qualities. 

The card Fool represents;

-        adventure, travel

-        enthusiasm, optimism

-        innocence

-        Travel on a new way

-        Open heart 

-        Loving the world

-        Longing

-        Inner child

-        Dreaming big

-        Spiritual journey  

-        Taking risks 

    The Fool and Pages carry the keys of inner child and beginning the spiritual journey with energy, enthusiasm and vitality. They have open senses to feel all the joy of nature.

Fool and Pages are my favourite cards in Tarot, as I always relate myself to II. High Priestess or to Pages and Fool. 

The Fool is always trusting, loving, she didn’t recognize the danger in anything. She has her pink glasses and smiles to the world.

Pages are different aspects of the Fool. They are related to the child-woman, or a girl within any woman. It reflects the inner child connection or the past-self of the woman.

Pages indicate inspiration, creativity, and that you have all what you need to start the journey, if you trust in the universe. They are not powerful as the Kings, and not fearless or with determination as Knights. But they possess the quality of optimism, trust, believe, inspiration. They are following their hearts Desire.

"Dreaming way Tarot"

Page of Pentacles *

It shows the feminine energy of Earth (Pentacles), meaning:

-        letting your inner child connect with nature

-        Skills of gardening, taking care of plants, trees

-        Journey in the nature, or a distant place

-        Beginning of abundance and growth

-        Spontaneous and open to nurturing

-        Beginning of study and education

-        Skills and talents in arts, crafts, hand work

-        Trust that something amazing is about to come in your carrier, or creative project

-        Connect with your authentic self, expression of Ideas

-        Travel to a far away place or life in distant culture

-        Meeting a friend or soul mate, who has connection with nature

It can mean also prosperity through practical approach, focus on finances and carrier, feeling of trust in your environment, being patient, practical and attracting abundance; enriching the soul. 

Page of Pentacles has focus to the outside world and connection with other, expansion, and it`s extrovert.

Nina Lea-Nour *

Angel`s Medium 

Reiki master 

Tarot Intiutive 

Warm chakras - Solar Plexus -III

III. Manipura (yellow lotus)

    This is special center of power and domination in the world. If the first chakras are related with the parents, the third chakra is connected with the way we treat our children (grandchildren). Manipura is also responsible with the relation to our friends, the way we connect, love and respect our friends and people we cherish. This center is responsible for our gratitude to simple things in life. In the physical body Manipura represents the digestive system, stomach and liver. It points out to the way we use our money and resources in world, the way we think and accept the physical reality, it shows our attitude to money and power – positive or negative. If you have fears of social events – public performances, study, carrier. This is chakra related to all social life (that’s how it is tied in a inter circle with Throat chakra).

Manipura and consumption ~

This chakra is strongly connected to our eating habits and the way we use our money and resources, our feeling of recycle material goods and energy. This chakra is affected from what we eat daily, specially carbohydrates excessive use can damage this center. If you have any eating disorder it will appear in Manipura energy. (* please read the article “Consumption society”) These days bigger part of the world population have problem exactly with way of consumption and excessive use of goods. There is a broken balance between receiving and giving. Most people concentrate their efforts and energy on “receiving” things just for their own use, in such way they gain “belly fat” and have various physical illnesses in Manipura, that also affect further the Heart chakra.

This yellow center also connects to our success, profession, carrier, safety of children, what we are able to give to children, ours and any other children. What we give will be the same to return to us later.

Manipura is related to the way we eat (mindfully or not), if we consume meat, what is inside our fridge, what is our attitude to process of eating. Most people who tend to eat outside of home more than 2 times a week, will have imbalance in Manipura or gain easily belly fat.

Angels of Manipura ~ You can ask any of the archangels to help you cleanse your chakras, but there are some related specially for each chakra. (the same as crystals could work all for chakra cleansing depending on what you desire, but still there are some with higher frequencies for special areas). Angel that you call for Solar Plexus is Uriel – angel of the Yellow-golden light working with Yellow light angels. She/ he can give you true knowledge, advise you on which area to focus your attention. This is the chakra for friends circles, social life (hobbies and interests), carrier, the way your treat your children and time you dedicate to them.

Solar Plexus is one of the places to cleanse most from negative cords and attachments from other people and unclean environment. If you work in atmosphere of stress and nervousness, it will affect here. If you cant concentrate to study or read, or gain belly fat, it is also problem of third chakra.

Meditation will help you cleanse this chakra, creating yellow mandalas, painting yellow flowers, devoting time for children in need too, or people with disabilities.

The best crystals to awaken Manipura are: citrine, yellow aventurine, calcite, amber, yellow agate;

Affirmation for Manipura: “I have my inner power, I work with delight, I appreciate my friends and people around me. I`m willing to succeed. I live in abundance, I m grateful for all I have. I have power to control my emotions.” 

nina Lea-nour *

@ angel medium 

photography by margarita Kareva 

Friends and Soul mates -II

  * Please read part I ...

   Please stop here for a while and think or write down, how many people you know, who are soul-mates? Is there anyone?

Now write down when was the last time you enjoyed with your soul-mate together? What was that moment and why was unforgettable? What qualities of your friend you admire and want to have yourself? What qualities you dislike in him?

   More about soul-mates on a higher level. When you have a soul-mate, be sure that he wont leave you in any time stage of your life (except if circumstances not force him). The perfect soul-mate (here some people will say I look too “high in the sky”) –should possess the qualities of Jesus, Buddha, Lao Tzu and of any ascended master. Most important of them are found in another white triad – love –forgiveness – support. These are the divine qualities, and please note – not everyone possess them, or even close to them. What we call “love” encompasses all beautiful qualities of unconditional love. These love means – joy, free heart, acceptance, compassion, empathy, tolerance, seeing inside the heart of another. This is love. The divine aspect of forgiveness is another amazing quality people didn’t develop. They are torn by so many heavy, dark feelings – jealousy, selfishness, egoism, envy…so they are not very able to let space in their hearts for true forgiveness. All is connected in the universe, and this white divine triad is too – you need first to feel unconditional love in order to feel forgiveness to someone. You need to invite acceptance in your mind-heart in order to feel love. When you have love and forgiveness is much easier to you to give your heart for another –support, help, empathy. Its not easy to see and feel the real heart of another. That’s why there are ascended masters who we need to strive to be alike! We always learn, fail, again learn and fail… and process seem to be endless. But we all study here on the earth plane. That’s why we are here. When someone is higher enough in energy plane, he will love, accept and forgive his soul mate; as his heart wont be able to live in darkness. To support others is another so challenging thing for humans. We all think and believe – we are so good souls –we help and want to help others –poor children, old people, orphans, organizations, Red cross, help in world conflicts and tragedies as with Syria. But even so-we cant feel the real human –next door. To see in his heart without contempt, nor overbearing, that we are much higher. To feel his struggle, sadness. ( and many would say there is no need to). We are created to be selfish, to think first of our own interest.

Why in my common prayer to God and angels I finish with words – “thank you for your love, support and care for me…” The God and angels are able of that total support, no matter of your sins, and pitfalls. No matter of all, God is there always with open arms to forgive you! When you feel real repentance – and admit inside of yourself you did wrong. He and only he will forgive you. But you`ll be already in your own “punishment” feelings.

Another important aspect, connected with the above triad of love-forgiveness, is sharing the painful moments. From my own experience I understood well: people do not like to stay with someone, who is in moment of depression, sadness, despair. And exactly then most of people are easily left alone for long time. No one likes to share tears, sadness and cry, everyone loves to share happiness, joy, laughter. That `s quite normal. But if you have a friend, who loves you much and with who you shared many amazing moments of happiness, he laughed when you smile, and he was close to you, when you won in lottery for ex. – will this friend also stand with you during your hard time? When you are depressed and need support? When you need help and good word? When you feel alone? When you are ill? If no –please consider this “friend” not as a soul-mate. Surely he does not love you.

Real soul-mate stands with you in any time – no matter how hard is. He will not always cry when you do – he may even smile and make you smile too. This is the most beautiful of such soul- connection. That`s why not all can be your soul-mates! Even very few –or one. Something more – when he stands with you and sooths your pain, he wouldn’t want something in return, nor he will think “yes, she cries now, I hardly can stand this, but as she also was with me that day before…that’s why..”. Such thoughts are selfish and account –thoughts. Sadly many people do that considering they are good friends. Remember: real soul-mate will be with you just because he loves you unconditionally! All other plans – accounts and chess games will be left behind.

One more statement I want to make in the end: your true love – or the person who you love with all your heart – should be first your soul-mate too. He will possess also some additional qualities, that makes your bound amazing and unique.

For the end of this entry, I want to turn directly to you (and to myself): look yourself in the mirror now. What do you see? Do you think you are good friend for others? Do you feel you had the same qualities that you admire in others? Do you love yourself? Do you forgive yourself first? Do you trust you heart? Are you honest with yourself? All the above qualities I ask now for yourself. Look in the mirror, be free –as no one is there just your angels! Say the truth.

After this exercise and thoughts you`ll know well what you need to work on more. Be sure that: the best friend of all in your life is and will be YOURSELF.

The next best friends–connected with yourself –are God and angels. Everyone else can betray you, disappoint you, leave you, put you down, judge you, not understand you, criticize you, dislike you…but God and your angels never will do. Be happy you are on the win side no matter what, if you have your faith!

(* next entry I`ll explain about the third category – friends-weeds)

Abide in divine light!

[ nina Lea-nura* ]

1213 

Friends and Soul mates - I

   I want to write on a special topic today, it may sound so familiar to you, that even can be slightly boring. About who is your best friend? Who you can consider as your true soul-mate?

I`m sure many people write on that, and its really great, as we`ll have many different opinions in this way.

I want to clarify, what is meaning of friend first and then –what is a soul mate?

And I leave a space for you to write your thoughts before me (…) 

To my story – I personally lost many friends this year (– 9 –) which is finishing a cycle, divine number, preparing for the new beginning. Before that I didn’t have many friends at all, even little of them I can call true friends, and no one soul-mate. Then I was thinking, why is that so?

Here is what I was revealed in meditation from my angels. We cant expect people around us to be all friends, or always “friendly” and good to us. They are here to teach you a lesson, to give you something –in time when your energies are in match, and to take something from you. That is normal for the friends –connections. Most of people around us are actually this first category – connections. That mean people, who come in your life in certain time, when you both need, you share common interests, ideas and like similar things. These connections are more from the outside – such friends are mainly met during your earlier life-span (until 31-36, even with everyone is different). You can share the same views, agree or argue in topics you like, share moments of joy and happiness together. If you are interested for example in –one kind of music, yoga, Arabic dance, languages, black and white movies, photography, classical music, translation, poetry, cinema and so on…you ll meet friends-connections who are definitely interested in the same. But you ll not meet a person who will be exactly like you – and have your exact unique energy pattern, and interested in exact aspects of your likes and dislikes. In this way what you meet are – different people- connections, each of them is prone to one or more of your likes and passions; but each will have others unique likes and passions that not belong to you and don’t match yours. That`s quite normal. With one friend-connection for example you can share language study and be in one language course; with another –go to belly dance, with another start translation and discuss about it, with another write poetry and share ideas about...The world is colorful and changing that`s why, because we all are different – as we have unique aura color patterns, unique understanding, unique passions and likes. Are such people friends? Yes, they can be considered as friends – connections, exactly because one of their interests is matching one of yours in the similar life-span period. In this way they are friends, but…I`ll ask a question here: is everyone from your language course your friend even he has the same interest as you to study language? Is everyone from the yoga group, art class, Arabic dance…your friend? It`s easy to get the answer – no. why is this so? Simply because except outer pattern of passions, likes and dislikes –visible to others, humans have a soul and spiritual side, specific energy patterns, aura, soul connections, past life experiences, stage in a life –path, stage of spiritual growth, practices, feelings, mentality, sensitivity, social influences, family background. All of these things form the unique criteria for each person, so we cant be repeated two times as human beings. We have stamp of energy around us, and we do not let everyone just by outer visible passions, interests match –to be close to us. In this way we need some people to be closer, so we can consider them trustful enough. That people will be exactly the second category – Soul mates.

Soul mates are not easy to be found and they are not always available in all life stages with us. Consider that. I want to clarify what are the basic qualities of the soul-mates which we can look for or recognize them. First of all – sharing. The symbolic triad of the soul-mate is: sharing –trust – honesty. These are most important roots of the friendship tree; they also will grow the tree of Love later; without sharing –any common interest, passion, likes –there wont be basis for any soul connection –or even love. Without sharing also the qualities of honesty and trust are prevented from their bloom on the tree. To be honest means to be comfortable enough and consider other person as trustful enough, so you can admit and share anything. Any fear of judgment, fear to be left, of criticism will just spoil the tree of soul-connection. The soul-mate should be so close to you, that you wont be afraid to say all the truth about yourself; that doesn’t mean just to “not lie” to the person. That means you should be comfortable enough to not put a mask on your face in different situations, knowing that this person is familiar with your inner self.

The first principle of soul-mates – you can be yourself, be free to express yourself freely in any moment without fear of judgment. Here is another dominating triad of the soul-tree: truthfulness - freedom – self-expression. All these are beautiful blossoms of the tree of friendship. When you consider someone close to you, trust him, share with him, its easy for you to feel free. That freedom is important and in the basis of any kind of relationship –even with yourself. Be free to express yourself, to say what you feel and think; be free also from negative emotions like Fear, jealousy, envy, criticism, negative attitude for another. Then you can be sure your friendship is real. With your soul mates you can share what is in your heart, and not by chance its said –you can be even silent, they will feel and understand you. 

(* Continue to part II - ) 

[ nina Lea-nura* ]

1213 -9- 

Which people to allow in our world? II

III. Going forward and enfolding my thoughts, who we can trust enough to enter in our world? That means who is worthy we to share many and most of our feelings, reveal our character? The answer is one and very simple: Only and only friends” and “soul mates” are trustful for us. (I don’t speak here about family members, as they are also separate category and if we wish or not, they are not “our soul mates” in many cases, in some they could be). I ll recite one favorite quote from the “New Testament” : 

Matthew 7:6 : 

Don’t give that which is holy to the dogs, neither throw

your pearls before the pigs, lest perhaps they trample

them under their feet, and turn and tear you to pieces.

Its very obvious what connotation have here “dogs” and “pigs” without we to offend both animals. Anyone, who is unknown enough to us, and without feeling and being sure he is “soul mate” is a priory “not trustworthy”, but that doesn’t mean we shouldn’t be honest with him! Being yourself, without mask, (or if you prefer wearing mask of “yourself”) is highly recommended in your communication with others. In this way, you can be calm, you wont make someone fall in trap of “fake personality” and wont need to wrap garbage in beautiful package. From another side, don’t expect everyone to react and be like you, have in mind the principle “to not throw your pearls before the pigs”, which means simply keep yourself clean from the pollution of unclean people. That does not mean to hide yourself, or to pretend to be someone else, that means to not share your deep and sacred things with them, just to be careful. So you cant simply meet someone and start to speak about all your emotions in past and future. 

Here I want to point out some important differences and misleading statements. The fact that you don’t share totally all with someone (means your private life, values and emotions in your speech) does not mean at all that you are “hidden” or you are hiding something! The hiding is revealed much more, as many other things, from actions ,then from words. That`s why, as principle of simplicity of Confucius here is valid: be simple and honest in your speech. As Lao Tzu says: 

“When you are content to be simply yourself and don't compare or compete, everyone will respect you.” 

In this way, you know what means “pearls” and throwing in the statement from “New Testament”. Not only be careful with who you speak, with who you share and reveal, but also don’t give any minute of your time to people who are not totally “trusted”. You`ll regret that later. People who are not trusted, are already not your friends and soul mates”, they are strangers. 

In my text I would like to talk also about the behavior exactly with “strangers” or people who are unknown and not in our rainbow color. Strangers people, or as we can call them “others” we can accept as mystery, means they are unknown and unrevealed for us. We don’t know if they contain 70% or 50% light or darkness, we don’t know even their intentions to us. What we can do to be sure this person is good? 

The same points I mentioned about “friends” are valid here: we cannot be sure about them totally, and you can rely either on intuition (feeling from first sight) or on time approval (feeling after some events and communication process with person). 

The first rule for communication with anyone – no matter stranger or not – we have to take care of our words and actions with them, be simple, honest and open with them, be kind, tolerant and patient, but don’t give them your privacy, nor anything special. Remember that in order to deserve that some time is needed ,in which he will reveal himself. If you are honest and open, and other is not, then obviously he don’t deserve your attention and time. So don’t dedicate more time at all and never waste time to anyone, who you dislike from inside! That is very important rule. Sometimes in life we are like put in situations to spend time with people we dislike, but if we ask ourselves “am I really tied to be in this situation” we`ll find many ways we are not. Escape and avoid to be in presence of such people (that you dislike even only physically) ,because that`s how your inner guidance work! Just be simple, kind but careful what you say and what you reveal. 

When I observed that rules in communication, I want to point out some very practical things we can use in many life situations. On how to prevent yourself from people, who are not trusted, simply avoid them! If you like communication with others, this will be nice for your experience and you`ll take risks. Risks are always valuable, because they give us priority of life lessons. Something reveals to be nice or ugly. What I can say about first time meeting someone, is my recommendation for everyone: 

1. don’t judge/ evaluate someone only by his writing style (when people write they can pretend to be also what they are not, come in roles of “writers”, in order to attract your attention, and finally when you fall in the trap, you find out the truth how you are mistaken) 

2. Don’t judge/ evaluate someone by his look only. (look of someone can be very tricky, he can hide much and reveal much, so both are making your thoughts about his personality in wrong direction. Yes, look is important and here I want to encourage you to not give time to person who looks “unclean”, dirty, or has bad “aura” around) Respect yourself, and of course if you are clean wont be comfortable for you to be in presence of such person, even so be tolerant enough and curious enough to know why he is showing that.

3. Evaluate and judge others by their: a) actions, behavior with you; b) actions, behavior with others; c) actions with their family and children; d) behavior with old people; e) speech and words with you, with others, with family and children, with old people; f) shared values – with you, with others, with family and children. 

4) Evaluate stranger people by their a) way of smiling to you; b) way of smiling to others people with different social status; c) way of smiling with their family and beloved; d) by their willing to help you, others, family and children, old people; e) their eyes, when they speak with you, with others, with their family, children and old people. 

In the end I want to speak about the importance of smile and eyes in any communication. You can easily feel” the identity of someone, be attracted or repelled from him, from his smile, and his eyes expression. If we had the habit to look more deeply into eyes of others (which we forgot to do even while talking, we look somewhere else, or to our smart phone) we would see how much eyes have their language. Eyes of people and smile only can tell you so much you don’t know in any other way. They are sources of spiritual light” , so always look to the eyes first. All feelings, honesty, love, and trust are in them. About people with mask: notice well one difference, I counted many points how to evaluate someone, so don’t fool yourself to “know him” only from the way he behaves, speaks, shares, smiles and looks to you. You have to observe how to the same person do that with other people, with his family, children and old people specially. That will show you much about his real nature and honesty. Many people who say kind and sweet words to you, are fake. Many who have wonderful smile and show kindness to you, will reveal to be fake. Many who you “feel” are so trustful and honest, will be fake. That shouldn’t surprise you, because people have always different “aims”, in society and life. If you are rich person, or in leading company position many people would “love you”, “smile” to you and be very kind with you. That’s why the best is to see behavior of someone with different social groups, with poor people, and with old people. Then you can know on which way he is, and if he is allowed to be your “soul mate”. 

Something more, people who always smile to everyone, hide something. That doesn’t mean they wear mask or are fake, they could really smile, but in order to hide sadness inside. Smile is something good in all situations. but if this smile hides “knife” and sharp teeth , then its not good at all. So smile in open and honest way, look in open way in the eyes of others, respect yourself, and choose well people around you. 

Also don’t share much, if other person doesn’t. Friendship means equality, and requires both sides to be the same. 

Don’t be offended by bad and rude words, they are not related to you, but they are treats of the mind of another and go back to him. 

Don’t be flattered by sweet words – everyone wants to hear nice and lovely things about himself. Yes, but be sure when someone say to you, specially if he is not yet your “soul mate”, and close enough, he has a definite aim with this words and he will succeed if you believe it. 

Observe specially how people react with all children, with poor and old people. Is he kind and compassionate, or only if he has benefit? That will show you much. 

World is wide and people are so different like snowflakes, but they are all humans and should share the same values. 

In conclusion, always remember, we are the same, and also we are unique individuals. Our planet is subjected to changes – of time, aging, character change, change of values, going high, going down. In any moment also the person you know as your “soul mate” can be revealed to be another, or you can change for him, or any other change can appear on your way (see my article * “what really belong to us”). That`s why no matter how well you made plans and calculate and how much you are careful about others, always there is chance for surprises. And that is great, because its how we grow up. 

Have a day with love and light!