Showing posts with label freedom. Show all posts
Showing posts with label freedom. Show all posts

Tuesday, August 20, 2019

Knight of Swords (Court Tarot card)


                                                       Dark Fairytale Tarot 
   Energy of fire element – world of active force, quick action, move, taking risks, ready to change, brevity, ready to overcome obstacles (to go through fire). Very passionate and very impulsive; He can be associated with card 7 – The Chariot. Traveling (knight is always associated riding a horse), fast transition, new home, carrier, unexpected life changes, willingness to change.
Knight of Swards combines two masculine energies – that of Fire (knight) and that of Wands (Fire element). That’s why he is very fast in any decision, he is always riding to a goal, and has extreme ambitions. He can seem cruel or cold hearted sometimes. In tarot he will represent younger brother, cousin or friend. He can also be a third party in a love relationship, that comes between a couple.
He has spirit of freedom, quick thinking and always ready with new projects and ideas. He has desire and strong motivation, but his actions can possibly be faster than thinking.
In situation reading Knight will show you the way you can solve problem – be fast, don’t delay, don’t concentrate on egoistic approach, use your creative mind and determination.
Spiritual message: be aware of hidden obstacles on your way, but prepare to act and avoid them.

Nina Lea-nour *
Angel`s medium 
Reiki master


Tuesday, February 5, 2019

Social Anxiety II


      [ second part of Social Anxiety ] 

      The restrictions, laws, norms, create structure that all individuals to be happy and satisfied. But they don`t care about individuals as such (as SOULS), but only as body. That creates exactly the gap between “me as part of society” and Me as separate individual. I ll call the second my Soul-self, the first my Social-Self. The gap becomes bigger the more individual is grown and the more he has relations with society and all institutions. Because the Soul-self realizes his uniqueness, from one side, and his “mind freedom”, but also the Social-self realizes his uniformity, oneness and coexistence with others. So We are separate and in the same time we are part of all as One.

Exactly that view creates duality in human mind. And we cant understand duality, as we accept it as contradiction. In fact duality is very true, because it lies in the basis of the Earth plane. Each coin has two sides. Human body is related totally to energy of two -Ying, Yang. Genders by nature are also two.

    That’s how there is a gap between the souls feeling as unique Soul-self, separate, different, special, and complete – are coexisting with the feelings of merging of the Soul with others in Social-self – in crowds of groups, family, country, feeling of uniformity.  This gap is quite normal, but it creates uncertainty. In this level of spiritual evolution, people don’t understand it well, and it creates feeling of anxiety.

     Social anxiety is related to our view to others, and all range of emotions that others provoke in us, and that we provoke in others;  with way of communication and connection with others. With the way we are accepted, liked, loved. In the way our efforts are appreciated. In the way we love, appreciate efforts of others. In the way implementing positive connections with others. In the way of expressing negative qualities in connections with others. (example of such are if we speak to someone with kindness, show understanding, tolerance and balanced mood; and if we speak to others with anger, aggression, showing sadness or indifference to them…) All these aspects of communication matter for the growing of Social-Self.
Because we can be much aware (or try to be) of our Soul-Self, we feel our differences, and uniqueness, we know our weaknesses and strength, even we are mindful, we can be on a higher level as individuals. That means we can be spiritually advanced, if we realize where we are as a Soul. But in the same time people can be totally unaware their Social-Self, or they don’t recognize their Oneness with all, they don’t accept their social roles, or don’t feel they can be effective part of society. In this energy level of Earth, most people are not socially aware. They live just as soul-Self, no matter if mindful or not. That reflects in supressing the negative feelings, qualities from the Social-self, denying the Social oneness, and failing in good communication with others. That factors are basis of feeling of social anxiety – and depression.

As we live here as social-self most of the time, and that is related to our family life, cultural life, work and all things, we cant feel separated from it.
Social anxiety is created mostly because of the social masks syndrome. In any group and society, people tend to hide their faces, traits and qualities, because the instinctive fear to lose their freedom from others. People are vulnerable when they are together. They are vulnerable when they connect with each other, when they have relationships, family and friends, work environment. Because all these spheres may appear them as individuals, and activate the Social-self. That’s why each individual adapts social mask, which does not mean two-faced behaviour or lies. That means the Social self tries to prevent from being hurt or manipulated by others, or prevents seeing the negative qualities in him. Its natural no one wants to be seen in negative light.

    Wearing such mask from each one, suggests that no one shows their Soul-self (unique individual self) but all people try to show Social-self, which with the mask looks the fake one. In reality that social -self is just real self, but hidden and vulnerable self, that has fear from social judgement, and norms. That is self with many hidden aspects. For example in a job interview you don’t expose your Soul-self, or you don’t speak about your personal preferences. That`s why we need to accept as normal to have the social mask. But Not to have fake behaviour or fake feelings or fake connection with others. So that mask has limits.
The feeling of suppressed or hidden Soul-self in process of wearing the social mask, will create surely social anxiety. Here the key is to make balance between your personal values, and uniqueness, and acceptance of oneness with others. Trying to be part of social structure, means being Open to others, being vulnerable, being exposed in a way.

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© Nina* Lea-nour
    Angel`s medium
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Sunday, May 20, 2018

Angels of mission - (Haniel) VI

  1. Archangel Haniel (lavender, mauve group of angels)
     Haniel is mission angel of people who are related to water energy – sailors in ocean, sea, fisherman, traders on ships, people with swimming sports, she protects all fishes sea life; as well as women womb. Haniel is mostly appearing as a “female”, but of course anyone see her according to his personality. She has amazing soothing pale blue inner aura (wings) and lavender-mauve light shine in outer sphere. Archangel of purity of desire, She helps with mission of people who:

-        want to get rid of harmful addictions (toxic and unhealthy foods, cigarettes, alcohol, cacao, chocolate, sugar).
-         also toxic friendship or relationships (people you need to let go, or people who don’t serve your highest good).
-         She guides also all people who protect ocean waters and work for causes for all fishes, dolphins, sea animals.
-      Haniel protects all things related to women psychology, health and feminine energy. (issues with connecting divine feminine and inner goddess, women heart issues, women love relationships, little girls, women womb health…)
-      She also is guiding people who work in performance arts like: modern ballet, theatre (actors and actress), camera men, photographers, belly dancers, Indian and Asian dancers and performing arts.

Haniel is related to Second chakra (Sacral) and intimate organs in human body. She can help you to balance your masculine and feminine energy, and add more warm emotions and sensitivity (if you are man). Haniel will assist you in releasing negative feelings towards your close female from your family (mother, aunt, sister). She will balance also hormones and stress in any situation, when you feel not ready to “perform” something for others, including exams and public speaking. 


Qualities you need to master if your arch. is Haniel are: purity of heart, passion for helping others, feeling passionate about things, understanding your deeper desires, feeling confident, assertive and full of peace. Having clean and clear relationships with others, maintaining good friendships, non judgment to your friends and family, acceptance, feeling joy from simple things in life, being grateful. She will teach you how to manifest abundance and feel joy from what you do. 

nina Lea-nour *
Angel`S medium 
@ 2-25-18

Sunday, March 25, 2018

The World -XXI


XXI. The World card (World of Wholeness, Sphere: Freedom)

The world card traditionally depicts a naked dancing woman in the middle, she is surrounded by beautiful green laurel garland, and symbols of four elements in the edges (eagle, bull, cherub, lion). She holds in both hands golden wands – symbol of balance, peace and spiritual evolution. Laurel garland is symbol of success, achievement and accomplishment of the way. Now the Dreamer has finished his journey here. She will have new beginnings and new ways, but in this moment is time to pause, enjoy the completion of one stage, feeling free of all past. Planet: Saturn. Possible meanings:

-         reaching state of enlightenment and cosmic consciousness.
-         You are filled with new creative energy, joy and fulfillment; you are open to the energy of universe and go with the flow.
-         All things are accomplished easily in this period of life.
-         You have completed a major cycle of your life. Now you see ad enjoy the harvest from your efforts.
-         Could represent new stage of life – graduation, marriage, child birth
-         You are in the right place and doing the right things, you are supported by the universe
-         Praise and celebration of your success, time of happiness, wholeness
-      You are being paid off your continues work in the past. You can see the result of your efforts.
-     Write a review of the past 6 or 9 months of your life path. Make self-evaluation.
-         Time of integration of mind body and spirit; meditation, inner peace.
-         You will travel on a long term journey to another foreign land –which can be life changing, new period in your life starts.

Spiritual affirmation: I m filled with wholeness, freedom and accomplishment. I` m ready to walk on new path of success.

Archangels: Seraphiel, Sariel, Michael

nina Lea-nour *
Angel`S medium 

Saturday, May 6, 2017

Modern Slavery III

    * In order to prevent the actual slavery to appear and spread on earth, we need to not feel slaves ourselves. We need to be devoted to what we do, and be confident, that we have many good choices, instead of one bad. We need to realize our personal value as humans, our right for freedom and right to be happy. Then we`ll be able together to raise above all greed, restrictions and to stop the slavery.

   Its true that mostly this phenomenon is spread due to wrong “values”, greed for money and power. They are the best friends of human misfortune. The worst of all is slavery of mind and heart, it produces actual slaves, grey figures of every day life.

       Slave is the woman, who send her child to school, where the child was abused, offended and beaten by her classmates (this case is true in my country and its not a single case), and all school institutions, teachers, director, class-mates, friends and mother were SILENT. There is no punishment about the abusers – regardless of their age. They continue to go to school and put violence on little child, who is helpless and alone. This is case of slavery. The child didn’t stop going to school. The mother didn’t prevent him from going and the action repeated daily. Why? As the social stamp is you should go to school, no matter what happens. It is hard to miss one year? I don’t know why. That’s amazing mind for me.
    Another case –woman is in relationship with someone, who daily abuses her –physically and offend her (psychological aggression). The woman is Silent, because she is “afraid” to speak, she is even used to this situation of a toy, why? Maybe because she is afraid to lose her children? or children to lose their father? Because she doesn’t have finances for divorce? Because she can not afford to live alone? So many reasons she can have. But the result is – one day the same person, who abuses her, will do that with her child, and with everyone else. One day she may die, or she has the choice to suicide, or be killed. Whatever is the end, its better than to die little every day. 
This is the life of slave. To die little every day.

    * What I want to state is – we turn our own society into slaves, people who work for the “lost cause” of wealth, money, power, or just “surviving” repressions. We turn our children into slaves on the big machine of social institutions, that are obligatory – school, university –and that are now even not as effective as in the past. We transform and put stamp on our mind and our child`s mind, how the highest priorities are greed, love for wealth, possessions and easy life. We live as if money and wealth are biggest pleasures in world, and nothing else can substitute them.
    * Poor woman gives her little daughter – 10 years old –to marry an old man (73) only because of money and poverty. It`s even honor and privilege for the little girl (who still plays with her toys) to be “bride” and “mother”. Horrible thinking. Little child (14) is forced to leave school and work as a driver of little car in Egypt (so called tok-tok), because he is without father, his mother don’t work and he has to survive. These are the “willing” slaves of society. See them well. An old woman (above 70) is forced “willingly” to work as cleaner in office building, café or restaurant…only because she does not have choice, she is not given money from government, she doesn’t have relatives or children. The miners that work underground in very hard, dangerous conditions, for extremely little salaries…are such not “by force”. They willingly want to risk their life every day, just to give food and money to their families. They are slaves of society. They are dying slowly, full of dust, illnesses and harmed body. Yes, maybe its their love and mission to work many hours under ground. Ask them in interview how many of them want to do that, and how many do this job, because there is “no other chance”?
      There is nothing negative in the picture I draw here. It’s the absolute clear truth. I remember, I watched few weeks ago on TV reportage about the miners. Strangely for me –they were exploited to the end point – and not given any monthly payment. They had a protest, and made a little rebellion. How they made it? Not by burning cars of people who are owners. Not by fight, shouting, or leaving work places. They protested in amazing way, just by staying under ground. They prefer to stay there, in the places of slavery, than to lose their work and receive freedom.
    Examples of distorted social models are everywhere.
    The so called “ISIS” movement or any other fanatic movement, if it has to do with Islam or not – they are slaves. They are first slaves of the demonic entities without a doubt. They are slaves of the implanted” in their minds dangerous model of how perfect world should look like. How perfect “paradise” should look like? They are slaves of their owners – wealthy sheikhs who want to gain – power and money. The two best world treasures. These people harm, kill, abuse and do human atrocities in the name of the evil, power, greed. Mostly in the name of a wrong “value”, they have lack of any personal qualities. These people are failures in one society, so they make another. They raise other models of good and bad with reversed sign. No need even to speak about them, as they cant realize their emptiness and blackness of mind. They are used, exploited, machines for killing in hands of higher position people (of power). They are manipulated toys, but they surely are “willingly” enslaved. Their minds are transformed into empty boxes, filled with evil and dirtiness. They are erased as humans, now they are possessed by demons.
The same thinking is valid for all racist groups and historical conflicts, that include worst atrocities, humiliation and abuse on human nature. Such as Nazis in Germany, communists in Russia. All these movements are perfect example of slavery of mind and opposite ideology, transformed in actual evil. Slavery makes rivers of blood.

   * Until when the slavery will continue on our planet?
   Until we stop being slaves of wrong social values of money, wealth, comfortable life. Money give us all we need, but they are not value. We need to have free mind to acknowledge our higher position as humans, to claim our freedom, our need for love and happiness. We should first say, we don’t want to be “slaves”, or under any social conception. We want freedom. Then we ll be free.


[ nina Lea-nura * ]
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Modern Slavery -II

     I wont explain here more about what is meaning of these rights, even I need to do that in another place. What is obvious, the word “slavery” has one antonym, which is “freedom”. Slaves are opposite of free souls. Sadly in today societies, very big part of slaves are claimed as “trapped unwillingly” in labor, work, enforced, and even bigger part of humans are slaves “willingly”. What I mean by that?

       * Imagine situation of woman prostitute, she wants to escape and claimed to be “slave” – for example she was kidnapped and forced to do that. In its root slavery is humiliation of the human soul and mind. And root of this humiliation is lack of freedom, or lack of ability to choose between different things. Now I want to ask you, are there women, who are prostitutes “willingly” even if it`s illegal? And what is their motive for choosing this “profession” or action, above another? I want to say here clearly – all of prostitutes, or who admit they are not enslaved and “free” in their choice – are actually slaves. That’s why – a very big part of them (here we speak about prostitutes, but there are many other examples) – are “forced” to choose this way not by people, but by circumstances in their lives –poverty, left without property, hardly surviving, or by their own mind (lack of positive feeling in their environment, hard childhood…). This is by all means not human freedom. These women would willingly give up their work of prostitutes, by first possible chance to do something different. Another big part of them are “willingly” choosing this profession, why? If woman have many choices, she comes from a wealthy family, but still he went on the way to be “prostitute”, or what we may call historically “concubine” (were slaves), in the harems of Sultans (were slaves women), “mistress” (the word itself even can mean “master woman”, Lady or beloved!). So why they choose this way? The things in this case are reversed. Women – “mistresses” are not in a trap or enslaved forcefully from anyone, but just by themselves, by their own mind. They choose to be so, having the understanding that this is the easiest way to indulge in comfortable wealthy life, without many efforts. They do not consider any psychological effect or motive, which later returns to them. These women are trapped in horrible mischief by themselves. They are slaves too, but with higher status – social slaves.

III. I took long time to explain about these kind of “willing” slaves, because there are amazingly many such people on earth. People who choose work, labor, condition, suffer humiliation from other, “willingly” only because they don’t have another choice. People who are silent about their sexual abuses, become faceless, have daily turmoil, psychological attacks, only because of lack of another choice? Do they exist now? How many are they on the planet? You can answer these questions, I leave them open.

     * The slavery is wide spread on the planet, it is even increasing each year. The main reason for this spread of slavery are: 1. misunderstanding of personal freedom 2. misunderstanding of human values 3. mis conception of what is “purity”, 3. misunderstanding of what is wealth and how to receive it, 4. lack of self-confidence and self-love 5. accepting all social norms as “right and above all”, 6. feeling economically repressed, 7. living in poor conditions and social “stigma” 8. Raising value of money, means and comfort as the highest human (social) values.

In order to realize the depth of slavery phenomena in society, we need to ask questions, we need to search the truth. How many people love what they work and feel it as their mission? How many are slaves of social conditions and need for finances? in another side –how many people are "slaves” of their ambitions for wealth, comfort, easy life, power, influence? How many are slaves of social norms and "values”, of social ideas for “successful” and unsuccessful person? How many are slaves of ideas that if you don’t have particular things like good carrier, money, car, property and children…you are unsuccessful or failed? These are the so called “ideological slaves”. They are everywhere, because they like to follow the social model and scheme about value of life. 

     One very good example is – most people are passionate about having children, not because they understand the value of a child, but mostly because they have inside their minds prints of socially approved models and values. “to have a child” is valuable – for society –but is it for me? And what about the child? That’s how many social imbalances and injustice happen. We don’t look for personal approve of our good qualities and abilities (from our Self and people we think as special), we want approval from the social net, the faceless grey society, with their values and stigma. We don’t want to return to ourselves and search inside our hearts, we are afraid of closer observation of our treats and qualities.


So I want to say here – the first person you need to be accepted, approved and loved is your Self. No anyone else. For that you need to have not social position or money, or power. You need connection with your Higher self. 

[ nina Lea-nura * ]
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- importance of freedom value ~

Modern Slavery -I

   *  I start writing on the topic of slavery after it has been in my mind since quite long time. I want to point out, I`m not going to make research or any social addition about the problem of slavery. My article is about a very wide perception on what is “slavery” in the modern society, and not limited to what commonly people understand behind this word.

I. In order to distinguish my general concept on the topic and the usual usage of term slavery worldwide, I`ll start from the well known idea.
What people understand behind the term “slavery” today?

     * There are surely many forms of slavery in worldwide. Researches in this field reveal around 21. million people enslaved globally, from them 26% are children (sometimes bellow 16), 22% are estimated to be forced sex slaves, mostly women, 78% are forced in manual labor slavery (such as farming, mining, ranching, maids, dish-washing, gardening..) Fields for the slaves to be trapped in labor and turmoil are many.
In this quite narrow perspective of slavery, we can obviously condemn it as illegal, out of the low and criminal action. Here I wont go into more details about social side of the problem. More interesting for me is psychological side - who is claimed as a “slave”? Slave is a person, who is forced and trapped in a labor, work and actions, on which he did not agree willingly. This is the way society understands the term. Just here we have to be aware –there are various combinations of conditions, psychological motives, fear, economic repressions…to make one person a slave. In my opinion he can be slave even if he doesn’t feel one. For example children in early age cant realize or comprehend the “good” or bad consequences of many actions. They have feelings, but not developed mind and ability to analyze things they see. They assume something made or given by elder people –specially their parents or custodians – is already “the right thing” without arguments. They cant be aware fully on their situation of trapped unwillingly, as they accept it as existing fact. They are most vulnerable group, exactly for psychological reasons. The second most vulnerable group are women and girls. Many times the so called “developing” societies – cant distinguish well between “woman” and “a child girl”. Moreover some undeveloped cultures and societies (as in Afghanistan, Iraq) have the idea that the girl becomes “woman” just after her first menstruation. These girls- women then can be exploited and used in absolutely criminal and dirty ways, as much elder men could marry them.
There are statistically high percentage of prostitute women in the world, but we even cant be sure how many of them are children (under 18). And how many women actually do that “willingly”? These are questions seems modern society is not so interested to answer.

     II. I want to concentrate now on my own point about slavery. What I understand slavery to be is much wider, various, with multiple faces. We cant even overlook this problem, but before that we need to open eyes for the truth.
Slavery is phenomenon in societies and world, that exists historically until now. As I said, slavery is on the first place “psychological” phenomenon, this is the basis. Then it appears as physical. Slaves are not only people who we imagine to be trapped in a hard physical labor.

     * I`ll make here maybe a shocking statement, but I want to be clear about the facts: Bigger percent of the worlds population are “slaves” in reality, and not free people.
    To be sure about that, think deeply on what is called slavery. I stated, that not all people even are able to realize their position of slaves – specially the children. There are also many people who don’t think themselves as “slaves” but they are such. There are people too, who want to do something (labor, work, that are claimed as “enslaving” in too many cases), by their willing. So are these people “slaves”?

 I`ll observe some particular cases here. First of all, I have to point out, there can be multiple reasons for person to be slave: 1. economic instability, poverty 2. psychological illness, 3. inability to escape from a situation 4. any kind of discrimination on race, gender, group. People who use others in such way, take advantage from their status of vulnerable group in any kind. If they are women, miserable, needing finances for their families, needing to survive, migrants, children…So the slaves are used on the first place psychologically. They put themselves in such situation, usually due to lack of other choices. In this way they are trapped unwillingly.

This enslavement is claimed as criminal action and out of the low, exactly because of peoples “inner reaction” or unwillingness. Slaves want to take any possible chance to run away. They can be paid little, can be abused physically and mistreated. Slavery is abusing the main human rights, known since century of Enlightenment: freedom, equality, labor and working rights. 

[ nina Lea-nura * ]
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