What is Suicide -II

        I. The first kind of suicide presents the pattern: human has always more than one way to choose. In lower levels he can choose between only 2, that are very obvious and clear to see. One way (formed by life unfolding thread of events from past to future choices) is leading to soul developing and happiness; the other way is leading only to soul destruction and burning. In higher levels (above 25 life cycles or 5 soul levels), human soul has more than 2 easily seen ways to choose (up to 5). Now the choice is more complicated and challenges are more, as the soul is supposed to be “grown”. But always only one of all possible ways is going to destruction and “down”, while all other ways are leading to expansion and light– some more, some less. People who commit suicide are usually with 2-3 possible ways to go (I speak about big and special crossroads in life). One of them is sadly “predestined”. Why is it so? Is it justified? The same question we can ask with the murder –why is God “allowing” murders to happen? And why he is “agreed” to watch violence and murder of children? and asexual abuses? Simply this is totally wrong perception. God cant agree, or cant be involved in what we do, as he is not interfering in our choices. We are free to make many choices and many mistakes. We are free also to repeat endlessly our mistakes….until we grow finally. That`s what we call “expansion”.

      * Suicide is similar to a “karmic debt ", that should be paid by the soul, in this point it is similar to “illness”. So many people are suffering the horror of physical pain, disabilities, psychological pain. Is that allowed”? No, this was a choice of the soul. That does not mean the soul chooses to be “ill” in this life, but this is the cause –effect chain from her past lives, that affects on her presence. So be aware – illness, physical pain, genetic disorder, problems of illness of child, suicide (one case) – are all part of the karmic debt. In this way, the first kind of suicide is “written”, or the option of it exists in the soul-plane journey. Human being can choose it or not, depending on all other choices he makes in his life-time. All life-events look like a chain, have consequences in world and inside the soul. The same is valid for the karmic lessons and past lives. That’s how suicide may be activation of inner deep forces (active willpower) aiming self-destruction, escape and going to “another side”. Please know, that people who suicide don’t want willingly to “harm” themselves or harm others. They just want an easy and quick escape. They are not masochistic in this way. Usually in such cases they act on level “of mind fog”. They are disconnected from their Self (heart) as well as from outer world. That’s how they abide in a lonely place a while before a suicide to occur. If you are psychic or sensitive, you may see and recognize their energy easily. People on the way to suicide (no matter what is the outer reason for that –maybe psychological factor, brain fog, rejection), they first start to disconnect from the presence of their angels. This happens by their willing. They live in a state of “fog”. Other prominent cases of “disconnection” from angels presence and help are: state of hatred, intention for harm and violence, intention for murder, intention for sexual abuse, state of strong fear (for longer period of time); Have in mind that angels are always with us, no matter if we can “connect” and listen to them or not. Here I focus on the extreme cases in human feelings and self-destruction, that are highly negative, just in these states human mind and heart puts strong dark wall, preventing him to see the reality and world. The effect of that is the angels are not able to affect on the persons heart (without his own willing), they are separated by energy smog, appearing around the person. Even so, if in any situation you ask for help, they will help you. They can listen to you and observe you in any moment.

II. The second kind of suicide presents the pattern: willing connection with dark entities –demons. (For being sure, that demons are not “imaginary” creatures, but real, please read the article “….”)

     ** We create so many fantastic elements and imply them on the word “demon”, so that they really became unreal. From going near the truth, we suddenly escape the truth. This is quite normal for human nature. Demons exist in reality, in the lowest energy levels of invisible matter. They have lowest possible vibration and people often confuse them with “ghosts”. They have supernatural power and can affect humans life in many ways. But only if human allow them to do so. Demons are the only creatures that have limited soul-cycle of life. Their soul is not eternal and will die. That does not mean, they are not many and multiply. Demons have look near to humans, but smaller in shapes. They live and feel attached to all humans areas, cities, crowded places. Demons specially attach to people who are: inclined to them (for ex. people like the famous Satanists Aleister Crowly). (* there is no need to be a psychic or sensitive, to feel and see this man was abnormal, he had look of demon possessed, as he was so in fact. Why to lie he was an “occultist”?) Demons are company for people, who stay with highly negative vibration and dark aura for longer period of time. These are usually people –addicted to drugs, cigarettes, alcohol; any kind of addiction, people with closed heart chakra, that are in state of hatred, and willing to spread violence. That are real targets of demons. They attach to them, so the angels cant reach to that person, while he is in such state of closed heart and crown chakra. Then these humans have the same outlook, as what I described above for the first kind. Their aura becomes full of dark smog. Its like something is “spilled” above their field and they almost don’t have visible light in aura. How you can recognize such people? One very good method is by their eyes and look. They look similar to the eyes of Crowly – hypnotized. These kind of look can be confused with “hypnotizing” But they are so close to each other, because one follows another. If you are in strong possession of demons, your eyes and face expression will have “hypnotized” effect. In the same time you will be able to attract other people inclined to demonic power by “hypnotizing” them. All that of course is in your mind, and if you are disconnected from angelic presence, all will be possible in world of darkness.

[ nina Lea-nura * ]

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