What is Suicide? -I

    This article I dedicate to one so rarely discussed topics. Maybe the reason is that it is seen and accepted as “negative” topic. From my point of view it needs discussion, even if was so, as it`s part from the way to understanding the truth.

    * Suicide. Just the word sounds so horrifying, with tunes of death, soul and afterlife, pulling mysterious strings. As humans are in many respects one of the nature and God mysteries, do we want to reveal this mystery completely?

Here I`ll not speak about suicide from perspective of psychology or sociology, but from perspective of spirit and energy. Why suicide happens and what lies in its basis?

   Suicide is a phenomenon, we make equal to the murder. In its core there is desire for destruction, they may be feelings of depression, hopelessness, rejection, self-hatred, painful events, obsession and addiction. That state is very close to what we call “murder” indeed. But unlike murder, suicide is directed to destruction of your own Self. In many points suicide and murder are equal, and go together. Usually feeling of aggression, hatred and cruelty to others are invoked from suppressed or hidden the same feelings to yourself.

Human nature is working by principle of spread, expansion and attraction. If you lived surrounded by hatred, without developing your mind, with closed heart, most probably you` ll adopt and learn how to hate. The atmosphere that surrounds you, it`s also flowing within your energy. In this way you drink from it and spread it again. Similar attracts similar. Hatred attracts hatred. Something else is also truth – you can create an illusion of hatred (in your thought pattern), let it pour into your heart (make your feelings unclean, covered with smog), then what happens is you create real hatred in the surrounding. From illusion it becomes real –transformed from your thoughts and intentions.

Suicide manifest both principles. 

     * It is in the same time rejection, desire for destruction of Self (even higher self), and also rejection, destruction of outer world (all around me). The proof for that is, no person who suicide things he will harm emotionally or even physically another, beloved or family member. Why is that so? Here I ll try to clarify this issue. In the first place, person who commits suicide is a “lost soul” (even more than person who commits murder). That means he lost his true way, lost connection with his Higher self, and his essence. Moreover he is not feeling within his heart. He lost essential part of him on earth plane. In this way, suicide feels like the only possible escape “exodus” from that state of self-loss.

    This is the exact point – escape. Many people want to escape from all around – something they cant connect with – from his family, life, work, school, friend…hard situation. Feeling of need to escape is very common in many life challenges and circumstances. But why suicide? Are you aware that your existence on earth plane should finish? How much you in this time have the ability to think clearly?

Here is the clue. From the perspective of angelic realm and spirit, there are generally 2 kind of suicidal events in humans life. The one is “predestined” (means written), another is “not predestined”, developed and “sudden”. What are they? First of all, don’t be shocked here from the word “predestined”. I want to clarify that, even so, human do have a choice where to go –in both cases. 

[ nina Lea-nura * ]

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