Part III :
In
most of female Yin homosexuality, we observe wounded mother relationship, and
spiritual work with self control, self-acceptance, personal boundaries, saying
no, being active, working on realizing identity, being independent.
In
the case of female homosexual energy, the types are similar to the one
described about male. Usually woman with more Yang energy will be attracted to
the woman with Yin energy, who will have to pay karmic debt or work some
qualities from past life. Yin energy female also will be considered as
Bisexual, or the one who can have relationship with man too. That’s why this
kind of woman will be more swinging”, or can have identity-problem, or create
feeling of uncertainty, freedom and need to be caught. (like a butterfly
effect). This kind of woman will be usually not very independent, will need to
be supported, loved by more than one person. She can also suffer from
loneliness. All of that are possible scenarios, as each case is very unique.
Another
point we need to remember is -that these kind of homosexual relationships are
good and worked out specially to get karmic points and soul lessons. But that
is what all kind of relationships are about! Due to some other characteristics
like – being social taboo or restricted, being complex on soul-level, and being
related more than usually to Thrill, suspense, in sexual desire, these
relationships don’t have very lasting real life. But they have very strong
imprint on the soul. Like the saying of Lao Tzu : THE FLAME that burns twice as
bright, burns HALF as long”.
They
are very similar to the feeling of first love, impossible love, or “fatale love”,
that leaves the soul feeling missing a part, or being torn apart.
That’s
because these relationships are based on previous wounds and spiritual pains
from past lives.
1. Q:
Is there illness
in homosexuality?
No,
the feeling between two people from the same gender has the same feeling of
love and attachment as male-female relationship. The illness occur in spiritual
plane only when human rights of freedom is violated. This right includes making
a free choice who to love, and who to be loved. The violation of freedom, or
any kind of force to another individual, or implementing harsh methods, is
viewed as soul-spiritual disease. Such kind of harsh disease are all cases of
pedophilia, or other obsessive attractions, made from problems in human mind
and related to childhood. But homosexuality is not one of them.
In
some cases due to complexness of the desire and nature of feelings, we can have
some harsh elements in that relationships (as in any). That will be also because
of higher level of obsession (possessiveness) in that type of relationships.
Which can create the pattern of sadistic-masochistic behaviour. Even so these
relationships, if chosen, are not psychological illnesses. They are way of
“sexual play”, or creating sexual thrill. In physical plane, that thrill is
mainly created by Yang energy (male). No matter of its directed to women (in
certain movies above 18), or to men. Because men are the warrior – active force
of the earth energy. They are creating the physical level, and are
spontaneously sexual. Women are on the other hand, fragile spirit nurturer, and
in-sexual, non spontaneous. That’s how they are related to element Fire/ Air
(masculine) and Water- Earth (feminine).
There
is also a homosexuality which is acquired and one that is inherent. The first
one might be not planned in the individual Soul contract. The second is always
planned before the soul is born. That kind of feelings can be tricky to
acknowledge from the root. According to surroundings, condition and social
restrictions, homosexual feeling can arise spontaneously or gradually. It also
will depend on which side of the individual Emotional body is wounded –
feminine or masculine. Yes, we talk here about wounds” in emotional plan, but they
are quite usual for all human beings, and doesn’t mean homosexual people are
any different. If a person is put in some abnormal conditions or specific
situations (like spending longer time in surrounding of male individuals, or
being vulnerable about a male character) he can start to acquire homosexual
desire. That doesn’t mean he will immediately be “labelled as homosexual.
Because the labels don’t work in such complicated matter as feelings and
desires.
Thank you for tuning in! Please continue reading the next part IV here....
Nina Lea-nour *
Angel`s medium
reiki master
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