About Envy -III

   ...If a person has very few things – and mainly in spiritual world – he can be also subjected to much envy. This case is well spread. Why? If the person for example is connecting with spiritual realm, angels, guides, he receives messages from them and has determination to go in this direction, but he is not famous and don’t have many things which normal people would label as “happiness”. he doesn’t have family, wife, children, “lover”, he has very few friends, very little social achievements, and no job, and few material possessions. (think about Jesus too) But still he is subjected to “bad eye” of envy. The reason lies in one –his attitude, or the way he looks and accepts his own fate (life).

He can lack many things, and family, beloved, but he has all he ever wanted –peace of mind, tranquility, calmness he is on the right way. He possesses the best gift ever – realization of divine sparkle in his heart. He is content and smiling to the life – no matter of the obstacles or “gaps”.

Now people look to him saying inside them – “see this man! How he can be smiling and happy, if he is in such miserable situation? How could that be! He is magician and possess magical power to be content!” so there is envy for the quality of “inner peace” which also appears on surface (for lower mind people) as life without struggle. You can see –here what glitters is real gold. But not everyone would be able to see.

   In another side – a woman who has all she wants from her life (or all what can be labeled as “happiness”) is extremely unhappy and depressed. Why? She has a house, she has amazing family, husband, sweet children, money, ability to travel, supportive family, work, achievements…Is that not just great? Could be, but…sadly she lacks important thing, that she actually needs – inner peace, tranquility, love for herself, joy from simple things. She wont be ever satisfied – she is empty. Without these qualities, she realizes, she wont achieve happiness.

She wants to make more, she tries hard to connect with spiritual world, make some “easy steps” but in vein. Because her final aim is not desire from the heart –but just the “next possible material achievements and privileges” after she has spiritual connections. So she simply wont be allowed to enter in this place with unclean intentions and without pure heart. That woman who has “everything” in material, would envy the first described man, who has “nothing”. Just because of that simple peace.

IV. what is the color of Envy in the aura?

This feeling depending on the intensity of envy (or how much and how frequently you feel envy), has different colors and shades. Mostly is seen as dark brown, pale red, or mostly color between brown and orange –Ocher. People who envy strongly will have little dusty cloud in aura around their head, (left side) or heart chakra (left side). The colors of envy wont appear as solid colors of the aura, but as moving “clouds” (as all human emotions are changing, developing, disappearing). The cloud means point of weakness in aura.

As I observed many aspects of envy, I can claim it is surely natural feeling for humans (on this level of mind). I wish one day this feeling to be replaced by admiration and passion for achieving more from our higher Self. That’s all for now. Abide in divine Light. 

... I hope you enjoyed reading and contemplating on my article. Feel free to add your comments below, thank you! 
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