Showing posts with label loss. Show all posts
Showing posts with label loss. Show all posts

Saturday, August 10, 2019

Ten of Swords - Tarot


                                          Sun and Moon Tarot by Vanessa Decort
Numerical value -10 – filling the cycle, union, integrity. It has the meaning of card no. 21 – world – freedom, wholeness; equivalent card – 10 – the wheel of fortune – ending of one cycle and beginning of a new.

     In the meaning of swards -10 represents end of cycle in life, a painful event which is over, and in the same time indication for new hope, beginning. There is nothing more to struggle. You have reached the bottom point. There is defeat, betrayal, loneliness, crisis, and loss. You lost your hope on a situation, something ends. It can be related to important aspect of life – carrier, relationships, someone valuable to you. This is time of death. In combination of Death card it can mean real loss of someone, or going through period of very hard transition.
     To remember the dark aspect of this card is to be very grounded in this time. Things can happen suddenly and can be shocking for you. Despite that loss and despair, you need to find balance and remember -the light is always there after the darkness. Always expect new beginning and rejuvenation after strong pain and crisis.
Spiritual question: what lessons I can learn from my painful experience and past? What qualities I need to work on and become stronger? I need to let go of the old and give way to the new. 
Remember that Swords bring the energy of release, letting go and cutting off everything from the past that is not in alihnment with who you truely are. In that way, 10 of Swords will bring more relief and release to a situation and end of hardship that you were in. The Archangel ruling Swords is Michael, and Archangel assiciated with the numerology of 10 - is Zadkiel. 

Nina Lea-nour * 
Angel`s medium
Reiki master 

Thursday, June 13, 2019

Five of Swords

Tarot of Magical Forest
   
   Mostly number five represents a hard lesson to learn, obstacle, challenge in physical and spiritual space. We need to overcome this challenge ir order to grow stronger. All the 5 s – in suits therefore have the energy of struggle, fight, or loss, sadness, emotional and physical pain.

The angel ruling number 5 is Sandalphon. You need to realize the hidden power of your voice, intentions and actions in world. Everything has ripple effect from inside out, no matter if you realize it or not. You need to understand, not everything is given to you by "default", but you need to go through an intitiation process, in order to win and achieve your higher destiny. 5 is represented by the sacred sign of Pentagram - where all elements come together, they are summoned. All your darkness, negative qualities and past issues, will come to light with energy of 5. 

   The major Arcana equivalent of 5 is the Hierophant – spiritual teacher, who has come to a certain soul level, has spiritual authority and higher level of initiation.

Five of Swords energy is about loss, conflict, defeat, inability to act, being stuck. Battle is over, and now you bear the consequences; Friends or beloved people are left behind, someone lost faith in you. Time of loneliness, contemplation, feeling vulnerable. Inability to move forward. Conflicting situation with friend or family. Showing qualities of arrogance and pride. Difficult relationships, not caring of others feelings, being selfish. Be aware of someone`s betrayal. Revealing the true face of someone. This cards mirrors aspects of ego and controlling. The situation is not in your control. Don’t seek for revenge from another. Conflicts, using mischievious methods.
Listen to your inner guiadance for understanding your shadow side. Accept your shadow, and feel the hidden mothives behind your situation. 
Key words: 
  Defeat 
  Conflicts 
  Sudden back stabbing
  Separation, loss 
  Hidden truth 
  Revealing hidden truth
  Gossips, bitterness

Spiritual message: Be aware of your own limits and inner conflicts, take time to clear your mind, do you need to compromise?
The card in the suit "Crystal Tarot" represents a woman who is stabbed in the back with 2 swards. She feels pain and strong defeat. A man walking away from her holds 3 swards. He is turning his head, craws are flying around, and leaving the scene.
Planets:   Uranus (unexpected changes) in Aquarius. Affecting on psychological level. Feeling of humiliation or unworthiness. 


Nina Lea-nour *
Angel`s medium 
Reiki master

Thursday, October 12, 2017

The ten stones of Earthly Life - II

In the second part of the article I ll observe stones of anger, betrayal and loss.

6). Anger, rage, outrage 
These are stones of our inner emotional layers, that are confused, and need to go out, to be expressed. Rage and anger are negative feelings that we feel, in order to reach to opposite feelings – inner peace, tranquility, quietness, acceptance. Anger is feeling quite usual in modern days, and it shows that people are far away from higher spiritual levels, not prepared for higher task from angels. Most humans in state of anger just let their emotions have control on them, they pour from inside out and let the energy of the person become fiery red-orange. This is color of anger. By letting anger outside of us, we don’t actually release it, it stays inside, and even more –it will spread to energy field of people around us, and in the space. That means this feeling of anger is quite dangerous – it will harm our emotional body. From there it will proceed to our physical body and manifest as illness. People fall in state of anger and lose control on themselves are often ill – or they spread the illness to another –at their home. The way out of anger is simply acquiring self-control, emotional balance, and inner peace. By this way we eliminate the occasions of feeling anger – even if not 100%. Anger and outrage are emotions destructive for our emotional body and heart charka. If spread out they will be destructive also for Throat and will harm connections to others and social connections. The harm will spread on friends, family and most relationships. The feeling of anger will be dissolved in the state of meditation and inner tranquility. Learn how to observe the things from above.

7). Betrayal, gossip, insult 
These are rocks with amazing spiritual value and lessons for humans. Betrayal of family, friends, trust for someone, beloved, is well spread in earth plane. Many reasons are related to that fact, as well as gossiping, and insult of another – which are showing our little self-value. That are very low-level feelings. Betrayal though is very complicated in emotional plane, and it’s a consequence from many different harms on emotional level. Betrayal can come from illusion, from need to escape, from experiencing emotional downfall, disappointment from someone or a situation, or need to achieve something that you are missing. Betrayal is also made of illusions of our real-self, as in this word is underlying hidden truth and harming another on level of feelings. In higher spiritual plane betrayal can lead the soul to finding purity and cleanness of Self and others, of finding beauty in Self and others. That’s how soul will ascend and grow, if it `s prepared. Betrayal cant be returned as experience, but its encoded to make our soul purified after choosing the wrong way. Betrayal will be returned as karmic lesson – like illness, emotional pain, collapse, losing love, harm or death. So its quite painful lesson. Betrayal is awaken more for unsatisfied desires and hidden/ closed relationships, where you don’t express your real self. That’s how you will be lead on the dark way.

8). Loss ~
Loss is a consequence and feelings in another side of “separation”. It points to loss of something, not someone. Loss of trust, of confidence, loss of job, power, social status, home. We are all connected with memories and loss of anything precious in life. The stones themselves are interconnected. Loss of love and trust we can experience after betrayal. Loss of confidence and self-believe after humiliation and aggression. Losing anything will give us alert that our life path maybe needs change of direction. Loss is never just “coincidence” or just happening without reason. When we lose something we need to make review and think deeply about all our emotions and deeds before that loss. What happened and why? Why I loss his trust? Why I lose my friends or love of someone? There will be always reason, but we cant see it always from the surface of Earth look. With loss we experience also separation from something and someone, that’s why they are like twins. We lose love or trust of our beloved, then we ll lose” also him as lover. Trough loss we experience deep sadness and sorrow, that make us ascend from lower vibrations to higher –by overcoming. Loss can also give us sign to not cling, be attached to the material world and reality, but to be rather open for the changes on earth plane. The constant choices we make affect mostly the spiritual world – from it the energy is spread down.

The loss make us be strong and dissolve attachments of material world, realize real values of spiritual self, we affirm ourselves in the Faith. Faith in God, in spiritual world, in our higher self, in others. We start to trust the flow of the universe, to trust others and our Self. 

nina Lea -nour *
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